Thursday, December 31, 2009

Of New Years n Celebrations

It's already the 31st n the years over. Just ystrdy were the Boards. The results, admissions, First Day in col, First Month, First Exam and al that follows. N its al cum n gone.


5 frnds njoyin d sun

Like every year, gonna make sum resolutions. Last year, planned 2 get up at 6 (instead of 7) n ended up sleepin till 10. Thats me, ever so lazy...
camwho, 1 n al

This year, just one simple resolution... uh, wat? I havent decided. D "gonna'get-up-early" is still on, bt apart frm dat, wat?






fightin 4 cheese

Apart frm dat, d last month was sumthng. Especially T-day.


beautiful, no?

N d B'days of frnds... So njoyd on Gotti's B'day n was real sorry abt missin Ruchi's

Dat was ma year, l'il bit happy n sad, havin fun n studyin @ d last min, bunkin n eatin (hoggin for me), stupid fights n sweet hugs, sneakin frnds inside d col n swappin music, frm movies n sports day n crushes (ooh, I love him!)!!!

Happy New Year! May it bring u all u want & more!
Hope dis 1s still Better!!!

Love always,
waitin no more
Foram

Monday, October 19, 2009

Walkin alone




Caution: Overtly emotional, senti-mental n gloomy post ahead...Read only if u u're 2 happy or sad. N if u dont like it, dont comment...



Sometimes the best memories are the ones you have to lose.

courtesy:Getty images

Of all the moments in my life, you were always there somewhere. Once as a wish. Once as a blessing. And now as the greatest loss I'll ever experience.



Sumtimes evn though u hv best frnds givin u al d love dey can...
standin by ur side since ur jouney began,
wantin 2 walk wid u till u reach ur aim...
huggin u n tellin u "2mrw thngs wil b d same",
u tel dem 2 go...
"dis is ma lone walk, u knw?"

D song I Walk Alone by Greenday (fav band, next 2 LP)





walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Love, always

P.S: gonna b doin a lot of walkin bt hardly talkin... wat an idea...(lame attempt @ humor)

Friday, September 4, 2009

Black Or White???


Just a random pic invitin random thoughts...
Black Or white?
Will I ever get it right?
Am I good or bad?
Happy or sad?
Is der no way,
For me 2 try not to sway?
One way or d other
Being stable, I cant bother
With this I depature
and also end d torture (read:poem)


Rained cats n dogs ystrday... Even now d skies r balck n white (not gray) Had 2 go 2 col wen all I wanted 2 do was enjoy d weather... Its September. D ninth month. Of dis year, hehe.

P.S: rains n d ganpati visharjan have shaken me up... N all d craziness is one of d many reflections waitin 2 happen...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Malhar - The Movie

Went 2 the St. Xaviers' College fest, "Malhar - The Movie". Spent two hours gettin drenched by the rain dat couldnt make it mind whether to rain or not and being pushed around by all the victims of d Malhar-mania who try, desperatly to get in d never-endin queue... The rain and our frustation even conspired to ruin our oh-so-precious purple Malhar Passes. Am given the Raga (link of the online one: http://www.theonlineraga.co.cc/ ). The paper n events mentioned are so good I'm left jumpin with excitement.

When finally we (d 9 gals n 2 guys) were allowed inside (not before being checked thoroughly for deodrants, sharp objects n even pencil sharpners!!!), we get lost and there're no people in sight to help us out, of course, the foyer was over-over-crowded with enthusiasts cheerin on for d folk dances, but no volunteers. Where they were, come back to it later. The last performance, I think it was Maharashtra, was especially good with a Ganpati and fast leziem beats. It got all of us, even me with ma sore throat, yellin "Ganpati Bappa Morya!" The judges were takin a lot of time to announce the winner so we moved on to one of the many food stalls. Actually, most of the stalls were for foodies. After munchin on Hippo Chips we search for the much-talked-about workshops and what do we see? Tada! *Drum beats* A large group, no, herd of Xavierite volunteers dancin to the tunes of...u'll never guess it, The Birdie Song!!!

I mean like, we tortured our mind, body n teachers (we bunked col 2 attend d fest) just so we can see adult-lookin ppl dancin like kids!!! Yea, right, v are FOOLS!!!

Couldnt find ne workshop (I sincerely wanted 2 attend d one on bloggin n foot-paintn) n no signs were put up to guide us, either. No, wait, there were sings all over the grounds that read "EXIT". So much for eagerness (whos or wat, dont ask). Finally, we leave the place only to be further delayed as the volunteers cant seem to match the tags to the thngs (remember, they took our does and all away?).

The scene on the road goes like this : am left alone with Amay n Vistasp. All three dog-tired n entirely pissed-off. The delay sets the temper flyin and all dams break. Words like mother-****ers, ******ds, losers n, ahem, many more are thrown everywhere, mainly aimed at d Xavier ppl. Ma frnds cum, even they join (words more aptly censored). We all agree to burn 2mrw's passes n swear to God, our "Kiran" fest will be trillion times better.

I come back home only to be told dat Malhar is THE best college fest. Given ma opinion n beliefs, I conclude college fests must be really terrible (so much for being a fresher). I argue (aah, the great art of debatin over trivial issues) and re-think. Visit the website (link:http://www.malharfest.org/) and wonder if it could have been the other way. If I could have left feelin happy n eager to come back again. If I would be writin all this singin praises in glory of Malhar (terrible line, no?)... If only...

Huh... but , watever, am not goin back again till next year. Or the next thing I know they'll throw me out for obscenities, its a good thing to let the flame cool down for one year, u c?

Bottomline: Their organisation sucks! Literally! If the OC (suppose its organizin committee is so interested in Birdie Dances, y dont they do it b4 Malhar? Hope 2mrw they take their responsibilites more seriously or all the attitude n ego (attached wid Malhar) is gonna go waste!!! M sure d next time I c a Xavierite showin off, I'l be secretly laughin ma head off!!
N yes, We, the K.C ppl will show u. We will rock u!!! n so will Kiran!

P.S: Sorry, no pics. It was rainin earlier n inside v were'nt allowed 2 cam-whore...

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Post Independence Post

Happy Independece Day, all Indians! Really happy to be an Indian. So happy cant explain. Watch this video, mayb some of the happiness will transfer...




Great song, no? Rahman's music's enough to make an Indian feel proud n patriotic... And Mumbai's got a spirit of its won! Inspite of the swine flu scare, people turned up to celebrate Janamastami... But yet, am here sittin @ home... *sighs*

Its just been a week at K.C College, and I'm already in love. With college life. Though school life was great, it never gave us tthe freedom I wanted. Now that am granted it, I dont know what to do with it... how typical of me, hehe.

The dreaded "first day" was quite cool. And my new-found friends have already put my doubts, of finding good friends, to rest. And the best part, one of ma close friends, Gotti's in the same class as me. Yippee! Things couldn't have been more perfect, no? NO! they're not perfect. Wat with the Govenment announcing a leave till 20th for all. So scared the people are, ma folks wont even allow me to go for a movie! Not dat I wanna die or something, its just dat I HATE being @ home. As if four long borin months werent enough, got another useless n unnecessary leave...

Plannin 4 some girly-time... Can hardly wait!

P.S: Readin "The Bridges of Mason County". preety good book, I want to become a potographer (learn it professionaly) n "make" photos.

Love always,
Foram

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Terrific Tuesday!!!

lame title, I knw. Cldnt think of nething better...
neways, was a Ist day on d K.C Campus... (shld hv been IInd, bt I already skipped a day) n besides I didnt even knw wen col started. Took me full 15 mins 2 find d class... Sooo many new teachers (dat seem all alike), interestin ppl n borin subjects... Curious 2 explore more of it tmrw... N hv taken up French... Gt d tests by Sept end n I dont even hv d books wid me...
2 tired 2 write more...
Celebrated Friendship Day on Saturday... took sum great(mayb) pics along d way...


d skies r such a nice mix of white, gray, purple n blue...( Just waitin for d thuderstorms to cum... I somehow njoy dem....

P.S: havin fun wid ol n new frnds alike...






love u always,
u like it, gud; dont, better






Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Pitter-patter

drip-drip-drip goes ma latest rhythm as d rain drops frm the window onto the ground below... its almost 12.00 am...Its d 21st of May n its pourin already, unusual, huh?

Rain, u cum 2 meet me? greet me?
join me in ma mournins? rejoices?
be lighthouse for dis lost soul?
follow me in ma voyages?
watch over me?
lemme take care of you?
cover me wid u?
as I dance a lonely dance?

y (here I go again) do have 2 ache all over?
does it rain 2 lemme knw its gonna go on forever?



P.S: D skies reflect ma mood... its gloomy for now... wonder how long will it continue?


pls forgive me, I cant stop loving you... pls believe me, its pain m goin through...

Love always,
Foram